Wednesday, November 26, 2014

Please help!

Last night, after a particularly bad anxiety attack, I purged HARD.  The whole experience was violent.  And painful.  And awful.  The result was burst capillaries, spider-webbing out from my eyes  like shattered glass.  My face from the nose up looks like I have a bad case of measles.  Or some other horrible disease.

Has this happened to anyone else?  I guess I always assumed if I burst capillaries from purging it would be ON my eyes, not AROUND my eyes.  This being new territory for me, I'm not sure if I should be worried.  Other than, you know, the obvious worry about what this awful ED is doing to my body in general.